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Audrey Yee was born on 14 June 1990 in Singapore. She is sandwiched between an elder brother and a younger sister. Her father works smartly in Shanghai, China, a place she finds beautiful as Singapore is. While her mother, leads life as a fashionable housewife. Attending New Creation Church, she leads a very blessed life under God's grace. She was educated in YWCA, Marsiling Primary, Christ Church Secondary, Pioneer Junior College and currently SIM (RMIT), taking Business Management to assist her father in the near future. This legal-to-be girl is said to be 'weird' by many, which she interprets as 'unique'. She enjoys good food, manga, anime and plenty of sleep which she usually cant afford due to poor time management. She loves being lazy, so her dressings look sloppy most of the time. Audrey aka Cat Drey aka Rei(-sama) appreciates simple and elegant designs and takes joy in recycling, believing everyone should too. So if in conclusion you would like to know her more, do read her blog or add her at msn: kuuki3z@hotmail.com

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Wednesday, September 28, 5:21 PM

a couple of testimonies to share =D
all about God's goodness.

1. my exicision went well.
now now, we all know (assuming you know God's heart of love and grace for His children) that He meets us at each and every level of our faith without condemning us.

consider jairus, a ruler of a synagogue- his daughter was ill and he sent for someone to have Jesus come over to heal his daughter

consider the centurion, a gentile- he had great faith and need not Jesus come to heal his servant but that Jesus just speak the word

both, did the Lord not condemn but met them at their faith levels.
on the other hand, when Jesus told His disciples 'you of little faith', rather than condemning them, he was asking them: why do take so little? I am the author and finisher of your faith. TAKE MORE FROM ME!

so blessed am i, in this wonderful period of the third day-
where children of God would see an abundance of goodness on this earth!

i went for an excision for the ugly scar between my brows- remnant of a chicken pox scar.
had a consultation for it at changi general hospital and on that day itself, had an excision!
yours truly did read alot about it and sincerely, i just want that scar out of my life.
the rest didnt bother me so i just got that one done.

stitches were out in 4 days on last friday!
according to doc, it healed well =)
and now, 5 days after it, the surgical area is slowly surfacing and i see just a slightly depressed line there.
that is so so so much better than a deep hole that got me depressed everytime i looked into the mirror.
just one magical moment and ive gotten rid of the depression thats been haunting me for NINE WHOLE MONTHS.

reminds me of what pastor prince preached: one minute of God's grace could outdo 10 years of your own efforts!
but of course, i did pray for God's hands to be on the surgeon's.
i am happy.
but i'll have to continue my laser treatments to resurface the scar out more,
and to fade the redness.

yes, im happy.
haha. unfortunately, a small lil pimple grew near there and kind enhanced the appearance of a hole there.
hahaha. it will go away soon in Jesus' Name.
thank God for His grace and modern technology.

2. i got a distinction for my international finance test (30%)
i got 23 marks. never had i felt more blessed and loved by God through a finance test o_o
haha. truly im humbled.
pastor lian just preached the other sunday, saying that because God promised, God will fulfill and hence, God gets the glory!!
it is not like YOU work hard to GIVE God the glory!
God will work through you and because you have NO PART WORTH MENTIONING in it, that HE gets the glory!! wonderful, isnt it =D

so basically, you know how i consider myself decent in the aspect of MATHEMATICS
just this semester i feel so out of sync with the lectures (cant wake up on time etc)
im also a person hopelessly into last minute work/study (not always nowadays.. THANK GOD!)
this time round, on the day before, i had an emotional 'breakdown'. wasnt anything very serious but i just felt like sleeping first before studying- something i NEVER DID BEFORE if i didnt understand the topic.

goodness gracious. i really couldnt finish everything la.
i did run through my notes twice, felt like i understood but when i opened those workbook exercises @_@
those were really intense and i gave up on like lecture 5/6 onwards on the workbook.
turns out MANY questions were from the workbook o_o

my goodness. i didnt really study.. SO HALLELUJAH.
probably like 20 minutes into the exams, throngs of students were already leaving the examination hall!! (it was AN HOUR'S paper)
they either knew the answer or gave up to leave.
i believed it was the prior and that got me scratchy.
many questions.. i didnt know the answer.
tikam, as they say although i did pray for the Lord to guide me.
so im really glad with just 23 marks. A DISTINCTION. WOOHOO!
i could have gotten a high distinction with one more mark that i went back and forth (with the Spirit)
oh gosh =S im sorry. i will learn to be more obedient..

i've learnt, from the chicken pox saga to this.
oh, and even the FIRST traffic police test @_@
i will learn to acknowledge how PEACE feels like within.
thank You Lord for these opportunities to get to know Your prompting more.
those were fun moments.
its a growth too, isnt it? =)

indeed Lord, all things work together for good to those who love You and to those who are called according to Your purpose.
*MUACKS!* only because You first loved me.

***********************

Before the earth's creation
You knew me as i was
And even then You chose me to be Yours

I am captivated by Your unending love
Lord my heart's surrendered to Your grace

And i can't help
But to lift my voice and say

*CHORUS*
Your love is better than life
Sweeter than wine
It's more than i can ever imagine

Your love is all that i need
So Lord i receive
Your lovingkindness and grace for me
*/CHORUS*

Lord i am Your treasure
The apple of Your eye
Forever i am precious in Your sight

Never will You leave me
I'm safe and secure
Forever in Your arms i will abide

And i cant help
But to lift my voice and say

*CHORUS*

wonderful song isnt it?
i dont know the title but its written by Karen (i presume) from New Creation Church, this year!
our church has such beautiful songs <3

shalom my soul.
its a wonderful day.
gonna be better for the path of the just is as the shining light, that shineth more and more unto the perfect day (proverbs 4:18)

wooohooo
shalom shalom!
tomorrow's presentation is gonna be wonderful as well ^^
heheh.