Black Heart Inertia.
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Audrey Yee was born on 14 June 1990 in Singapore. She is sandwiched between an elder brother and a younger sister. Her father works smartly in Shanghai, China, a place she finds beautiful as Singapore is. While her mother, leads life as a fashionable housewife. Attending New Creation Church, she leads a very blessed life under God's grace. She was educated in YWCA, Marsiling Primary, Christ Church Secondary, Pioneer Junior College and currently SIM (RMIT), taking Business Management to assist her father in the near future. This legal-to-be girl is said to be 'weird' by many, which she interprets as 'unique'. She enjoys good food, manga, anime and plenty of sleep which she usually cant afford due to poor time management. She loves being lazy, so her dressings look sloppy most of the time. Audrey aka Cat Drey aka Rei(-sama) appreciates simple and elegant designs and takes joy in recycling, believing everyone should too. So if in conclusion you would like to know her more, do read her blog or add her at msn: kuuki3z@hotmail.com

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Only to be given by herself when she feels like splurging (after she saves enough) or her parents:

1. yamaha P-95 or
any other decent looking digital piano in black/white/nude

light, functional, sleek designed laptop

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Thursday, March 31, 12:50 AM

now i seek not for understanding
but just for respect

understand: empathise, therefore allowing for my actions
respect: need not empathise but just allowing for my actions because i want to and giving suggestions if need be

it is just plain annoying when im expected to behave in a certain manner like LAW
when the one who set the LAW gives GRACE unto himself

wherein lies the fairness? total equality can never be achieved like how perfection only can exist- God.

all i seek for is just some basic respect and at least be closer to this 'equality' thing

lately there havent been sweet moments
i really miss them
just a little sometimes, ill be happy

i think im easily contented
so long as actions are made known to me (sometimes through words)-
quite the dummy at spotting.

while i dont believe in long-distance
it doesnt mean twas not meant to be
if fated, yes, somehow in the end, yes.

im a semi-'let it be' person.
i cant really define at this point of time, about what criterias i set to determine what to control and what to just let go but in all, let God be glorified

shalom
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such an emo post
made even upsetting by the fact that it has not been raining around my area
i need some rain for my mood
REAL RAIN.. not some youtube rainymood (although it helps a little)
nothing beats feeling the breeze against my face
its a wonderful feeling ive not felt recently
just want to nap
i believe i fall into slumber best during a wonderful shower of rain
when the skies hint: yes. theres nothing for you to do. sleep. you need sleep. let me calm you down.

i also need to kick start my revision asap
am starting already.
barely finished one lecture's worth of notes for BAFI.
im impressive =)
Lord, help me in all that i do. for without You, i can do nothing.
let Your presence manifest in every area of my life- my relationships, my studies, my emotions..

here's a picture (a rare camwhore moment) to commemorate what the Lord has done.

(taken with itouch and edited the colour with instagram >w<)
my skin is doing a wonderful job in reviving.. lol
from chickenpox, that is, in december @_@
its already march, most scars have faded though being the critical me,
i still see certain imperfections. but really, ALOT better than when ive just recovered.
i know it is God not me.
for without Him, i would be grovelling in the sand weeping rivers to drown myself
and i know, because He is just too good
because His promise endures forever, i shall be restored to many times over (even though i might have been at fault) =D
stand still, and see His salvation for every area of my life.

shalom my soul!!