Black Heart Inertia.
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Audrey Yee was born on 14 June 1990 in Singapore. She is sandwiched between an elder brother and a younger sister. Her father works smartly in Shanghai, China, a place she finds beautiful as Singapore is. While her mother, leads life as a fashionable housewife. Attending New Creation Church, she leads a very blessed life under God's grace. She was educated in YWCA, Marsiling Primary, Christ Church Secondary, Pioneer Junior College and currently SIM (RMIT), taking Business Management to assist her father in the near future. This legal-to-be girl is said to be 'weird' by many, which she interprets as 'unique'. She enjoys good food, manga, anime and plenty of sleep which she usually cant afford due to poor time management. She loves being lazy, so her dressings look sloppy most of the time. Audrey aka Cat Drey aka Rei(-sama) appreciates simple and elegant designs and takes joy in recycling, believing everyone should too. So if in conclusion you would like to know her more, do read her blog or add her at msn: kuuki3z@hotmail.com

Mundane Wish List

Only to be given by herself when she feels like splurging (after she saves enough) or her parents:

1. yamaha P-95 or
any other decent looking digital piano in black/white/nude

light, functional, sleek designed laptop

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Friday, June 25, 10:59 AM

=_=

loads of things have been happening in my life.
i just realised i didnt blog since i went to shanghai.
overall trip was splendid for me.
spending time with my dad has never been more satisfying.
my favourite day there was surprisingly not my birthday,
but steffi's.

cause on that day, we enjoyed golf in the morning and a wonderful dinner at xiao nan guo with my dad's godbrother who was from macau.
he was really humourous and i was truly happy to have known him and the 2 other uncles.
it was supposed to be dad's treat but dad's brother ended up paying =_=
cause he said it was his first time meeting me
*shy*

followed by mini cheesecakes and drinks at the marriott to celebrate steffi's birthday.
her cocktail drink 'pretty season' was yummy.
and even the previous night, we had dinner at shanghai's currently tallest building-
something '101'.
the wagyu beef was delicious but the portion was slightly too much for me.
we (papa, me, steffi, driver) shared the creme brulee for dessert.
steffi took this picture of papa and i.

beautiful, right?

papa's now in tokyo, japan.
he had me email him some simple but much needed phrases like thank you and the like.
its when i realised my limited command of the language again.
im exhausted, trying to master it.
was once drained out to get good grades for chinese.
in the end, i did get an A for my 'A' levels =)
am not a master of any language still, sadly.

the glory of man is truly fleeting, like a flower that fades away.
thank God for Jesus, that we might have eternal life.
recently again, ive been irritated easily to no end.
i wonder why.
and indeed, it is better to put my trust in God than in man.
i see flaws in EVERYONE.. myself included.
how depressing.

its like we cant fully trust that any man that they wont fail us.
it made we wonder whats the purpose of living when no man can be perfect.
thats when i realise.
no one is like God.
hahahah.

what a big round of thoughts.
for my birthday, dad gave me an antique watch that has been with him for over 10 years.
its manual with no batteries.
i love it.
mom gave me the promise of *** ******* ** ********.
i was happy for a moment.
then she broke it.
bertrand gave me a bottle of ralph lauren's perfume- always yours.
how sweet, and 'always yours' seems like my initials.
HAHHA.
what a chance occurence.
im saying so, cause we picked it out together.

in my life, it could get sickening to compromise at almost everything.
i believe im usually at least a little easy going (people tell me that, and i think so too, from comparisons to others).
i know what i want, mostly.
however, i dont usually give suggestions or take my stand because im fine (with MOST SIMPLE things) even if other decisions are made.
why not make someone happy, right?
i am willing to make the compromise, only if i say i am.
and if i do, i really am. so please be happy because i am too.

however, the thing i cant take is being 'ordered' around.
when unhappiness appears due to my 'rebellion', it becomes 'my fault'.
despite the fact i just do not want to do thy 'holy bidding'.
getting emotional hence, seems disrespectful towards me when my decisions to not follow thy 'absolute orders' are not respected.
i too, am a person with legal human rights to choose in various areas.
bet no one wants to be treated in such a manner, to be imposed on a certain 'insignificant' decision which to me, may be significant.

just this holiday, after a long while..
let me not be disturbed. im tired.
sweet dreams.
if only i could just stay at home all day, all days.
shalom.