Black Heart Inertia.
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Audrey Yee was born on 14 June 1990 in Singapore. She is sandwiched between an elder brother and a younger sister. Her father works smartly in Shanghai, China, a place she finds beautiful as Singapore is. While her mother, leads life as a fashionable housewife. Attending New Creation Church, she leads a very blessed life under God's grace. She was educated in YWCA, Marsiling Primary, Christ Church Secondary, Pioneer Junior College and currently SIM (RMIT), taking Business Management to assist her father in the near future. This legal-to-be girl is said to be 'weird' by many, which she interprets as 'unique'. She enjoys good food, manga, anime and plenty of sleep which she usually cant afford due to poor time management. She loves being lazy, so her dressings look sloppy most of the time. Audrey aka Cat Drey aka Rei(-sama) appreciates simple and elegant designs and takes joy in recycling, believing everyone should too. So if in conclusion you would like to know her more, do read her blog or add her at msn: kuuki3z@hotmail.com

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Only to be given by herself when she feels like splurging (after she saves enough) or her parents:

1. yamaha P-95 or
any other decent looking digital piano in black/white/nude

light, functional, sleek designed laptop

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Thursday, January 28, 12:13 AM

my goodness.

had 2 or 3 major blows today =(

1. i realised i really cant do my makeup.
was due to meet steffi at woodlands mrt station, 3.30pm.
major makeup issues. =( the reason being, i dont normally use concealer as i dont have much scars. after my facial, because of my 'internal pimples' (yes, ill use this term until i find the correct definition), i have many which is, unavoidable.

bad thing is, i just threw my concealer. felt it should have expired.
good thing is, i have my mom who has tons of makeup stored up. surely, she has concealer right?

without thinking, she decided to help me =D *happy*. sad thing: my face is super dry as always as i misplaced my moisturiser (okay okay, im just lazy to find it). and boy, nice complexion i had after her help. BUT.

I SEE FLAKES OF DRY SKIN EVERYWHEREE WHICH SHE CANT SEE, BECAUSE SHE IS FAR-SIGHTED(? LAO HUA).
*SCREAMS softly*
*mad moisturising with water*

then i was supposed to finish the eyeshadow, mascara, blusher myself.
i did. but i didnt felt confident enough, after all the flaky skin issue.

MAMA TO THE RESCUE!! =D

then. because we have different tastes, she gave me one HEAVY makeup. which i desperately toned down through scraping some off =x while rushing to woodlands mrt to meet steffi at 4 plus (i delayed but informed her in advance). still heavy, but better and i felt better xD thank you mama *loves*... if it werent for you, ill feel so down for the rest of the dinner at the greenhouse, ritz carlton.

yar, im lazy to learn and apply makeup on my face. the most ill go for myself is so light, it takes 5 minutes to put on and at max, 5 minutes to remove. hence, nearly impossible for the normal human eye to spot the 'makeup'.

for the NORMAL makeup style which ive yet to adopt, the application process is complicated and LONG (cause im noob), while the removal process is equally LONG (depending on how bloody thick your makeup is) and sometimes, painful ='( got stung in the eye because im noob.

the price for beauty. ill rather save it up. though sometimes, i look hideous without it. i dont care. or do i O_O

2. i realised i cant camwhore
if you had to sit through a makeup process by my mama, and end up looking super nice (imho) than without it, and had your hair blown by my mama (sounds funny, like i exploded. but you get the idea ;D), you or rather me, would wanna take a picture to commemorate it. take a picture, somewhat like a graduation cert! but. my goodness. i cant take a decent self-satisfying picture by myself. i think i need camwhoring lessons. but. seriously. i dont think im photogenic as i was when i was young. so, i could do without pictures but videos. PLEASE? i havent had a decent formal picture since primary 2. my driver's licence pic is hideous. so is my SIM card, RMIT card, passport pic. someone save me.

this is the ONLY photo out of 50 (estimated) pictures i took that im satified with. im blinded by the flashes the camera made. im not even close to utilising 50% of MY CAMERA functions like steffi does for hers. how to turn off flash blah blah blah. maybe. on my next holiday. i would.

so heres the pic..
for keepsake.
dont die. =(


no photoshop, just the.. brown brown thing. what name was it?
you can even see the pimple/scar on my left or right cheek. xD
and i wonder why my face is out of proportion.
AND. please dont think i act cute. the last impression i wana give would be that.

3. i realised our project is.. FLAWED.
THIS IS TEH WORST!
my life. my dreams. my aspirations.
=__=
it is NOT my dream to be a marketer but just, to be a useful, respected and much needed management personnel. like my daddy. i love him.

but, my course requires me to complete this.
instructions: choose an existing product in the market. blah blah etc.

O___O easy..
NOT.

gotta find their competitors, gotta know inside informaton. like heck are companies willing to share that much. now, we're stucked. like seriously stucked. HAHAH.
we chose electrolyte drinks which have restricted information, patented stuff.. so tough.

BUT PRAISE GOD! WE ARE ONLY IN THE FIRST or second WEEK! we can always change to the one i had the most reactions to, or like, had a gut feeling it would turn out great- CONDOMS!

though ive never used one (im conservative.), only touched the BOX, i believe its a great idea. good to market. and probably, information... might be more available! what for do you wanna hold back your information? but this.. i need.. to research to make sure..

GOD HELP MY TEAM. I KNOW YOU WILL. I ENTRUST MY TEAM INTO YOUR HANDS. LET ME WALK FULL OF YOUR SHALOM EVERYDAY.

so therefore, no acne, no scar. praise GOD.

isnt He just so lovable?
im so blessed that He chose to love me xD

shalom~